ok first i am going to say sorry for the poor spelling and gramer but i havent slept in 3 days and it feels like a liftime.
ive gone on a nite out with some flatmates and currently we are chilling in the front room and i am tryping this because it is the only thing keeping me sane. rrr i cant sleep and its driving me crazy. ive not drank coffee played computer games or done anything like that. last nite i lied in bed hoping to get to sleep i swear i then spent 11 hours staring at this chip on the paint of my ceeling. i then fixed it by climbing on my bed and tipexing it out. yes i got bord and went to a 24 hour spa to do this. i know crazy but i became obbsesed.
rite now i feel just so harsh i want to go to sleep but cant. it feels wrong to close my eyes. i am in some wierd place between reaility and a dream world. evreything to me now is just a daze. and i just looked at the clock and its like 10past 3 and i havent slept in over 70 hours it dosent feel good. evan if its for a hour i need sleep